I do think I need to warmup for longer, I have yet to find a pre race "ritual" that just makes me feel like I'm ready to race. I notice more experienced runners on my team know exactly what agilities and dynamics work for them. My workouts are run on paved trails that are pretty much all flat, and while my races are usually all grass/dirt there are (obviously) way more hills and turns on the courses.
Yeah, I have a coach and he is a really great one, too. I have voiced my concerns about my poor race performances and he remains optimistic and encouraging. Tailors workouts with paces and number of reps that he deems suitable for my fitness level, and it has been feeling neither easy nor overly challenging. I really don't want to disappoint.
None of the workouts I listed were done all in a single week, at most 2 in one week and the paces were a bit more tame. Sorry for being unclear. This is the part that is weird for me because I feel that I am getting stronger, especially in the 1000m repeats. I feel as if I am putting equal or even less effort into the reps (maybe because I slowed down my easy days?), and they have been progressing. I don't have a heart rate monitor but these days I take a lot of my runs by feel. When I am packed up with my teammates during workouts I won't look at my watch or strain to stick with them but I will still be hitting my coach's goal paces for me. Thanks for the tip on saving harder efforts for longer recovery reps, I will try to be more conscious of that.
I thought it could be this, too. My coaches and teammates know how much I care about running, and even in high school my coach would tell me to be more confident with my fitness. I guess now the main goal is to find a place between overly excited and anxious.