So, I've run varsity every race this year. Always a non pointer but still I've either been 6th or 7th all season. Last race I was sick and came in 9th. I wasn't too worried because we had district on Wednesday and as long as my time was better from JV I could have my spot back. We got rained out right after the varsity race and now coach says there is no way for me to earn my spot back. He said I'd be alternate. I want to tell him to shove his alternate spot you know where but I won't. I wasted my whole summer running just to fall short at the finish line. I'm just so pissed.