So this Friday I was scheduled to run the 4x8, 8, and 4x4 but the sprinter coaches convinced my coach to put me in the 1600 and 3200 because I have a pretty good shot of winning both for purposes of winning the meet. My coach told me to just focus on winning and not even worry about my time. This is a pretty big meet with around 15 teams(all large D1 schools).
Winning is fun and all, but I would much rather bust my a$$ in those 3 events and see what I can split instead of just following the guy in first and out kicking him in the end. I'm a huge competitor and this just doesn't feel right, but does it feel like the right thing to do the more you do it?