fingeringbutt wrote:
yesma wrote:
Yes, I definitely regret the amount of time and money I wasted traveling. I feel like I missed out on a lot of life back home. Most people I know now are all about kids. I basically have no friends. I really wish I had only done one year. I wish after that I had gotten a real job and then just done shorter trips whenever I could.
Samesies. I'm not sure my history counts as travelling really, but whatever it is I certainly regret it all (am a pretty regretful person in general though). I left the USA about ten years ago now. I've never dug travelling for travelling's sake, but I've lived for long periods in an embarrassing number of wide-ranging places across the americas, europe, and asia. Am 38 now and while it hasn't left me in any disaster situation (I'm healthy and fit, have zero debt, and am paid to do work which most people find enviable), neither am I anywhere near where I'd otherwise prefer to be in life right now. I definitely regret leaving the USA to go live abroad at this point. The degradation and loss of friendships due to distance has been and continues to be seriously soul-destroying. I've made and lost other friends abroad for same reasons and that too hurts nearly as bad.
I don't own a home and am unmarried with no children which I understand in today's world is likely an asset, but some niggling biological thing inside me fills me with shame for these holes in my life. The constant fight for legal immigration status has taken years off my life for the stress of it all. Certainly gives you a good perspective on what immigrants go through when you are one yourself. I'm now 6 months away from being able to apply for 'permanent' resident status in the european country where I'm living, and even if they grant me it, I'm still trying to return to the USA now. Flying back tomorrow actually for work which I hope to lead into a more permanent situation.
That's another factor. After you've got sick of being always a foreigner, it's trickier than you think to reverse it and go back home. I've been ten years away, so it's not like I can just book a flight back to my apartment. It's like starting over from scratch, and the USA is not a friendly place these days toward someone looking to ease back into a residential situation there. It's pretty much '2 year lease or nothing.' Finding a job is tricky when you've a long history of living and working abroad (if you were able to find work as a foreigner, which is nearly impossible). And then the culture shock. After a certain extended absence, the place you called home isn't the same as you remember it, neither the people the same as you left them. You have a whole lot of experiences they don't, and probably vice versa, and that drives a wedge between people.
So yes it's all quite tricky and at this point I do regret it. But no going back now. Back in time I mean. Can't reverse the decision. I would counsel anyone thinking about going on some long extended travel thing to think twice and thrice about it before committing. Especially now days, when the world is sadly pretty much the same everywhere. Cities at least, along with all the marquee travel spots which people see on instagram and get inspired to go to all the spots themselves. The world has been ruined by the tourism apparatus, making it easy and comfortable for anyone to go anywhere no matter how clueless. You simply can't escape it without SERIOUS commitment and probably more money than most people have access to. So in short, it's not worth it these days. Stay home, work toward your future, and if you just can't quell the itch, go see the world in short snatches of vacation rather than some years-long trip.