Hey guys,
Thanks for all the support on this thread. I didn't hit my goal, but am proud of how I ran and after talking to a lot of other people, and reading the posts on here, realize maybe I'm being a little too hard on myself and that the weather played a bigger factor then I am giving it credit for. I convinced myself that after training all summer in 90+ heat and humidity, at 1:00 every afternoon, that it didn't matter how hot it got. Well, I think it probably made the difference between breaking 2:40 and running 2:40:44. It was a 5:00 PR, and significantly better then Boston (2:49) so I guess I can't be upset. Now I'm excited to take 2 weeks completely off, let some injury issues heal up, race my Turkey Trot at Thanksgiving and Cross Club Nationals, and then focus on 5k-1/2 marathon in the winter/spring. I coach the Manhattan Track Club and the guys on my team ran great. Finished 44th (2:25:44), 51st (2:27:05), 64th (2:28:30), 83rd (2:31:22), another guy in 2:36 who for some reason disappeared from the results... as I have apparently (as of like 5 minutes ago... maybe because my 35k split is missing?), 155th (2:38:45), 170th (2:39:34), 188 (2:40:44), and 535th (2:55:51). Felt bad for that last guy. It was his first and I he was at 1:20:00 at the half. Things obviously did not go well the last half. Haven't spoken to him yet.
Here is the blow by blow: Felt ok all week. Not motivated at all. Ran 8, off, 7 (2.5 up, 2 at MP, 2.5 down), 5, 4, 3 leading up to the race. Carbo loaded big time starting on Thursday and made sure I was drinking a ton of Gatorade and water all week.
Morning of the race had 1/2 a plain bagel, a glass of OJ, coffee and about 3/4 of a banana. Felt pretty good jogging around before the race... the injury issues were under control!
I decided to go with a 4 gel strategy. 1 15 minutes before, and then one at 10k, 20k and 30k. Also planned to get in as much fluid as possible and at almost every station took both a gatorade, and 2 waters (one for the head, and one to drink from). I think this made a HUGE difference. For the 1st of my 3 marathons, I was peeing pale yellow at the finish. My other 2, in MUCH cooler weather, I was peeing almost brown. My wife also hit me up with 10oz Gatorade bottle at about 20k, and I drank about 3/4 of that through the next 2 miles. Could have used another at 20, but somehow I missed her. For all I know, that could have been my 45 seconds there.
Now for the race itself. Met up with Nole, 3 Central Park track club guys, 2 of my teammates, and 2 other friends. So we had a good group to shoot for the same time. One of the CPTC guys did a lot of the work, and I can't thank him enough. Especially since I stepped on his heals about 3 times in the first 5 miles. I had to be so annoying. Plan was 6:10, 6:03, 5:57-6:00 the rest of the way.
1- 6:10. Spot on. Did NOT feel easy. Hammy/hip was a little funny... awkward leg kick, but I have had worse. Know that I just need to get through 10k-15k and it usually feels fine after that.
2- 5:58. A little fast. Not comfy yet. Same hammy/hip issues.
3- 6:03. Still not comfy, but through 3 spot on. Same hammy/hip issues.
4- 5:51. Knew we picked it up, but didn't think that much. Legs and breathing starting to settle and the thoughts of "how am I going to keep this up" start to subside.
5- 5:56. Pretty much perfect.
6- 6:00. In a groove. That mile went by REALLY fast... gaining confidence.
7- 5:53. Whoops
8- 6:01. Consciously tried to slow it down.
9- 5:53. Argh. Can't get in a proper rhythm. Either a little too fast or a little too slow. Doesn't help there is a group right in front of us that is all over the place with their pacing. My group (I was running with like 7 friends) is looking decent. At this point, I'm a little nervous that the 5:51, 5:53, and now my 3rd 5:53 in 9 miles is going to come back. But those miles are done... just need to concentrate on the next ones.
10- 5:58. Nice spot on. Starting to work, but legs are numbing to the pace and aerobically I feel fine. One of the guys on my team drops back, and one starts to pull ahead.
11- 5:53. Feeling better. Thinking 2:37-40 is in the cards, but now I really need to slow things down and watch it. The 2 CPTC guys go with the pack ahead of us, and I decide to bide my time.
12- 6:00. Get the crowd amped. Throw up the arms to tell them to make some f***ing noise. Feeling a little rejuvenated. RIght around now I think Nole starts to think about dropping back. I slow down with him, but he lets me go after a bit.
13- 6:02. Now starting to concentrate. Know I will need to get tough. Also notice that it's getting warm... though not too bad.
14- 5:55. Work my way back to the 2 CPTC guys. Figured it was better then flying solo.
15- 6:00. Still cranking, but don't think I can keep up 6:00 pace. Pass one of the CPTC guys (the guy who did most of the work up to that point) as he stops and stretches. Unfortunately, don't see him again.
16- 6:07. Consciously slowed down. Figured if I can run the last 10 at 2:40 pace 6:06-7 per miles) I'll have 2:38-9 wrapped up. This was my goal pace when I started the segment. Looked at the map enough ahead of time where I think I kind of know where I am. Thinking its a normal run now... 10 miles isn't really all that far.
17- 6:00. Over compensate as it's getting tough and noticeably hotter. With each mile that goes by, I am getting more confident.
18- 6:09. Put head down. Remember thinking don't worry about the last 2 miles. Just break up the race into 2 5ks and then worry about what's left.
19- 6:07. I could really pull this off. Ok, this is where I died in ny. Every mile I make without collapsing is better then there.
20- 6:10. Still going. Did I really just get through the mile in 6:10? I'm gonna do it! I can run 2:38.
21- 6:10. Hot damn. My legs are shot.
22- 6:40. Stop and stretch. Drop a few f bombs. How do I get TO 22 and then mess up. NOOO. Realize that may have just ruined everything. So frustrated to have gotten that far and then die. I mean, if it was the last 10k, OK... but with 7k to go? COME ON!
23- 6:32. Get what i thought was a second wind... Then i check the watch. Guess I really am dying. Shortening the stride seems to help.
24- 6:44. The nail in the coffin. Stop and stretch (just a few seconds) and wonder if i will make it to the finish. Really notice the heat now.
25- 6:37. Exactly the same as 23. At this point I'm thinking "is it mental? Do you just need to get tough?" Sitting here writing this now, I still don't have that answer. I mean, I thought I was speeding it up, but it wasn't nearly as fast as I thought.
26.2- 7:42. Well, I remember thinking I need to close in like 5:30 to break 2:40. I knew I couldn't do it. Was demoralized. I really let myself down. To make things worse for the 3rd time, I felt like I was getting a little bit of a 2nd, or perhaps now, more like a 4th wind. Turns out I cranked out 6:18 pace for the last 2.2K... Not quite Abu territory, but respectable. I lost my race in miles 22 and 24/25. 10 seconds faster in each of those miles, and who knows, maybe I could have found 10 more seconds in that last 2.2K. I think I probably could have.
I'm a little beside myself thinking about it... I am not good at letting things go. If I ran sub 2:40, I could retire happy. Now I may need to give NYC a try next year. Of course, NYC is a tougher course, and conditions could be variable again. We'll see. Right now I am going to try and get it out of my head. I ran tough, never completely folded, and coached a great team. I ran my 3rd marathon in 11 months, and went from not running a step for 2.5 years prior to Jan 2009, with my longest race ever being 3 10ks, to having a respectable marathon PR. I know this should make me happy, and with 2 kids, a full time job, coaching a team of 10, etc, I don't know if I can expect much more. But I never want to short change myself... and think there are improvements to be made. Honestly, I wouldn't change a thing with my training. I think just having another year under my belt will give me what I need. Will try and be consistent 70-90 miles a week in the winter and spring, without the super long run. We'll see though.