I am a senior in high school and last year was my first year of high school XC. I finished with a PR of 18:48 for 5k. From the end of that season until the beginning of this season I have run many miles (about 8-10 a day). It has been a long journey and I have been consumed by the desire to break 17:00 and run a top 10 finish at the league meet. I have run through below zero temperatures to 98 degree temperatures.
Anyways, today was our first practice and we are doing 5 x (roughly) 1km on grass with full recovery. I have either very underdeveloped or a low ratio of fast-twitch muscle fibers, and can barely break 70 seconds for 400m. On the first 1k I am creamed by our top 2 runners and a talented sophomore kid. On the second 1k I pass 1 of our top runners (16:23 5k) and I passed the sophomore, but I did not pass our other top guy (16:50 5k, 1:57 800m). We are supposed to do as much recovery as we need for our next one and the other runners must stop for a few minutes to recover. I constantly hit my 2' recovery and continue to run even 1k splits, finishing about 3-4 minutes ahead of our top guy, w/ 16:23 5k pr. Afterwards I went for an easy 3-4 mile run while the others did a fast 3' loop run with core drills. I have to break 17:00 for 5k and this may sound stupid because a lot of you have probably done this in high school running half as much as I did, but this is consuming me. I am filled with doubts about completing my goal and my coach (who is one of the best in the country) says I could be a factor at state meet and I will do it, but I need more encouragement and I am wondering if you guys were ever this passionate about a goal?