In response to all, I ran two half marathons slightly under marathon pace (not all out effort) leading up to the marathon, the last being 2 weeks out from the race.
I kept telling myself the next mile was going to get better, but it never came. I listened to an Amy Cragg interview once saying that is her mantra in a marathon and have tried to adopt it - telling myself the next mile will be easier. It just never came this time around.