I'm gonna provide a acute answer for OP because I happen to know who he might be, and that his post happens to be legit. Lucky for him, he will be unaware of who I am.
First, not a great sign you are posting this on letsrun. Thats a huge tell in terms of your systemic setup. You probably have more running talent in your pinky toe than most of your peers. And lucky for you, you are vying against a relatively small talent pool.
"Comfort is a beautiful place but nothing grows there." - Get off the mediocrity, and get hungry again dude! You are going through the token motions without immersing yourself in a true system of training stress under which you create change. Maybe its your system that is letting you down. And if not aiming to create "change in the athlete", what are you and your coach doing? Find someone that understands getting the most out of you. Making the OG is not a "happy hippy friendly guitar playing club"; it requires a discipline and a no-compromise maturity to the basic principles of performance. If you're truly asking, you're just surrounding yourself with the wrong people; not at all bad people but just not "winning" people. Wishing you all the best.