So basically i'm about to enter my junior year of college. I had a lot of injuries and health issues that kept my running limited after college plus my times were pretty insignificant as well (5:00 mile, yes, i'm a male). Anyway, I gave it one last shot this past Spring/this summer to try to walk on my college team in the fall as a last hurrah.
Anyway, the coach decided not to take any walk ons and there is no club team at my school, thus I am not sure what to do now. I have been in the 75-80 mpw range and I have decent enough fitness (for me), probably in the high 16s range but not sure what to do with it.
I am at a serious lack of motivation now and while I do love running, it's just daunting facing that realistically I will have to continue training by myself for the next several years as I have been told that I cannot train with the team at all even if I am not on the roster.
Obviously now that I am a junior, there really isn't much of a chance of me walking on next year, especially as the team is pretty young, so I just don't know what to do from here. My school is xc only so there isn't really a track team to train for in the winter/spring.
Basically, just looking for some guidance/advice on where I should go next and was curious if anyone has been in a situation like this. Again, I really don't want to stop running but I just don't know where I should go now. At least for now, to me, it seems difficult to continue training at a high level for my last few years of college when there isn't really a team or specific goal in mind to go for.