txRUNNERgirl,
This was just emailed to our group of runners from a good running friend. She had to give it up and it's pretty sad.
As I mentioned a few weeks ago I have been diagnosed with a newly recognized condition called exercise induced endothelial fibrosis of the external iliac artery. In other words I have narrowing of the artery that gives rise to the femoral artery and thus supplies blood to my leg. This condition affects mostly cyclists and endurance athletes. Little is known about the cause, the appropriate treatment, nor the long term prognosis. There are only a few doctors in the US who have seen cases of this.
If I am ever to be able to run/train regularly and race again I would have to have surgery. Long term prognosis with surgery is unknown. Once I have surgery I am committed to having foreign material in my vessel, needing blood thinners possibly for life, and potentially more future surgeries. Also, continued participation in activities with repetitive hip flexion, as in running, could cause the surgery to fail.
If I choose to not have the surgery I would not be able to run. However, not running means the condition may not progress and thus surgery may not ever be needed to maintain my current activity level. Thus far, I am not affected by the problem except during HIGH intensity exercise and during running.
I am doing a lot of soul searching right now. What I have come up with thus far is that for the last ten months I have learned to live without running and racing but, I would not be able to live with not being able to walk well or exercise; especially if it is because of a complication to a surgery that I elected to do now with my current ability. Although, I am not sure that scenario is at all likely it is still a risk that I am not willing to accept. If things were worse such that I could not do any exercise or if it affected me during everyday activities I think I would be more okay with my decision if there were complications. Therefore, I may elect to wait and see what happens with my current level of activity. If it gets bad enough then I can proceed with surgery.
So you all probably figured this already but, as much as it pains me to say this, I have to give up running. My overall health and happiness depends upon me being able to be active for many years. I could never live with the regret of choosing to do an elective surgery and having decreased ability because of that choice.
I will miss the friendships, the shared goals, the shared hardships, the conversations, the joys, and pains. I will miss the competition. Most of all I will miss the kindness and open hearts that I have been witness to in all of the runners I have met. Runners are an awesome breed of people.
Thank you for your support.