to gangsta runner, and anyone else interested-
actually, i do run quite a bit. for my base, i put in 90+ mile weeks, consistently (more than i had ever run before) including 10 mile tempo runs. and finishing grad school. and trying to open a running store. and living on my own.
my point is this:
i understand why people choose to retire from competitive running, and just run for fitness and maybe be competitive on a local level.
many times some poster will say in the typical "what ever happened to 'runner A'" thread?, "Runner A should keep on racing. i can't believe he stopped! he ran sub 14:10 5k his senior year, 3:46 1500, and was an all american in XC. this is why americans aren't good at distance running, because people dont have the balls to keep training." i see this all the time.
while it's true, i took it upon myself to try to break that mold. while my times were no where near that, i have been pushing and training hard (i have a good coach too, with a lot of coaching experience and who has competed in Oly trials). i'm not out here looking for a pat on the back. i have enough support. i knew it would be hard coming into this, and making the decision to compete at a national level, attempting to make a final in a national championship. what i didn't anticipate was the factors that influence the training--bills, work, responsibility, etc. i don't drink, i watch 1-2 episodes of south park a night, and i don't have many friends. a few, but they're scattered across the state, so i might see them once a month, at best. i hang out with my girlfriend two days a week: saturday and sunday and we live 10 miles away. maybe i should stay off the letsrun message board. in fact, i think this will be the last time i come on here for a while. i'll check this thread tomorrow night, but i'll start to put the running back into letsrun.
the next time a letsrun poster starts bashing runners for not continuing to run after a successful college career, think twice. i admit that i probably did this while i was in college, so i am man enough to be the first to acknowledge the scenario. post collegiate running is much more difficult than it seems.