I’m struggling a little bit in life right now. I had everything going for me my junior year. I ran amazing, had a great girlfriend, and great grades. Its a long story but I screwed everything up and I haven’t run a race since junior year. I dumped my girlfriend and she has moved on.
I have been on the team just not racing at all for various reasons.
Luckily, a college still wants me to run for them (collegiate running us the only thing I’m living for at the moment). I was excited at first, but now I’m realizing that I hate the school (not the team). It’s not a good academic fit for me. I’m graduating in 2 weeks and I don’t know what to do.
Life doesn’t seem to be worth living. I want to move across the country for school but I have no support. I don’t know what to do and I’m not passionate about anything anymore. Please help. It seems like life sucks and then you die. Is there more to it? I know I’m young but I just don’t get it. Does life get better?