IT is just me or being in college makes finding motivation for running a lot harder. I am currently a frosh and can't understand how I can have a decent fall season then bam! in a blink of the eye, running is now a chore. I can't motivate myself to run fast and people who where way behind me last fall are running faster than me now. It baffles my mind.
What you're going through is very common. Most people don't run much indoor track in high school and it takes some adjustment to get to the point where you are good enough at it to like it. When spring rolls around, you'll be happy that you trained hard all winter though.
Hang in there!
Yeah I had the same sort of problems with motivation at the Unversity that I ran for but it came down to one thing and that was my perspective. Somehow you just have to work on that because the way you view it is the only thing your going to be able to control. For me it was a matter of trying to make running fun again on the days I didn't have to workout with the team. If you can do that then it doesn't seem like so much of a chore but it isn't always the easiest thing to do when you've got the never-ending season of Cross-indoor-outdoor. Best of Luck to you and hang in there.