(1) I often turn down social invites because I don't want people to judge me for not eating the food. I'm a perfectionist in almost every aspect in my life especially in running. The only time I eat more relaxed is the planned breaks I take from running.
(2) I have one person that I'm able to talk to this about. One friend that doesn't judge me for it.
(3) I don't tell my coach these things.