I'm 18 years old. I signed up 6 months ago for marathon on
april 12.
I trained from November(My average week mileage was under 35 miles. Sometimes it was over 35 miles but not too often), after 12th March I didn't trained at all because of major depression. I started to hate everything including running(hard to say this, but it's true). I didn't trained for more than 3 weeks. Now i recovered from depression , but i don't know am i prepared for marathon, because my longest run was 25 km(15.5 miles) in the end of February. Yesterday i ran 23 km just to make sure i'm fit and was very tired, but i think i recover shortly. I do carbload three days before race.
A fight is going on inside me. I can't just throw my target away. Marathon is held in my city once a year so i don't want to miss it. I JUST WANT TO FINISH MARATHON. But i also don't want to be seriously injured. Help me to decide.