No, nothing to do with cheating on a GF or wife. About 8 months ago I was traveling for business and my dad's health (which was bad) took a turn for the worse. I had to finish up some pressing meetings and then took a flight to my parents house as soon as a could. Unfortunately I was too late and my dad passed away before I got there.
I am having problems getting over these hideous feelings of guilt, that I should have blown off my meetings no matter how important, etc. No one in my family has mentioned it or has said anything to make me think that they are blaming me, but I can't seem to forgive myself. I'm thinking of quitting my job just because I can't get past this --thinking that a new position would make the bad memories fade.
Anyone have any input or experience with this?