I just found out my good friend and teammate is a full-blown "pothead." He admitted to me the other day that he begins every day with a joint. "You drink coffee in the morning, I smoke a joint" is how he put it. He then continued to tell me that he smokes 3 a day, every day.
The thing is, he's very regimented about his smoking. One before first class and breakfast, one always around 1-1:30 (our practices are at 4:30 usually). And then one before dinner, around 7.
What I realized is that the person I thought I knew is merely a drug-addict. His demeanor, his laidbackness, his jokes and his ever-present sense of humor--it's not really him, it's the drug.
The worst part is, he thinks it's doing him good. He thinks he runs better and does better in school and has a better social life because of smoking pot. When I told him he was in denial, he actually kinda blew up at me and went on this whole tirade about how people can pop pills for ADD and anxiety and depression and not get judged, and because he choices an alternative method--he's stigmatized.
I kinda see what he's saying, but I think he's in denial. I mean, it's the gateway drug for a reason, is it not?
I've never smoked and never will. Can't stand the smell of it.