Ripley, I sympathize! I can’t believe that only two weeks ago I was looking forward to running a marathon next weekend.
The constant drumbeat of impending doom has really started to get to me. Early this week I started having trouble sleeping. I slept 6 hours Monday night, 6 on Tuesday, 4 on Wednesday, and 2 on Thursday. Under 5 hours is definitely not sustainable, and by Friday I was stumbling around in a total mental fog. Interestingly, though, running at a slow pace still felt good. I finally started sleeping better Friday and Saturday nights (8 and 7 hours), and I hope I’ve turned the corner.
Since there seems to be good evidence that running really hard depresses the immune system at least temporarily, I’ve canceled plans to run a solo marathon time trial on the weekend of my cancelled race. I’m going to drop down to maintenance mode for a while, at least until there are some races on the horizon. This week I piled up 72 miles but it was all very slow and included no long runs. I think this is the new normal for a while.
I’m a professor and department chair at a research university, and I and my colleagues spent much of the past two weeks madly scrambling to switch over to entirely remote instruction with basically zero notice lucKY2b, I know what you're going through). Then Thursday evening came a shelter in place order for the entire state, and Friday and Saturday were spent sadly shutting down the research labs for who knows how long. I’m now paying graduate students and postdoctoral researchers from a grant to do research that they can’t do without a lab, and watching their careers, as well as those of all of my younger faculty colleagues, hit a brick wall. It’s all very depressing. I suppose we will eventually come out of this but I can’t see any way that the timeline is less than many months and perhaps a year or more.
Personally, I’m in pretty good shape to ride this out. My job is not likely to go away any time soon, I have a nice big house in which my husband and I can rattle around when housebound, and we can still go outside to run, bike, and walk our dogs. And so far, we are both healthy.
Stay healthy and sane!