If you had the following choices which would you choose?
1. keep job with cool company and not worry about the job affecting your training or the fact that your current job with the company makes it hard to get in any sort of routine.
2. open up a running store and hope to get in some training in between all the hours it takes to keep a store going at first.
3. forget a career for now, work jobs that pay "enough" and don't require you to get out of your routine while you train to see how fast you can be while you're still young.