I am going into my senior year at a very small D3 school. I am more of a track guy (800/1500) but I have run cc since 7th grade.
Our team only has 5-6 guys and we aren't very good. There are maybe 2 other guys and me that take running seriously.
I have serious doubts about joining the team this year.
The coach is the main reason.
He is only about 5 years older than me and this was his first coaching job. He only coaches CC we have a seperate track coach.
Since freshman year we have not made any progress as a team or a program. Every year ee barely even get enough runners to field a team. There is no training program. He makes it up as we go, meaning that right before practice the coach is trying to figure out what we are doing for our workout that day.
While he is figuring out the workout we stand around and do a little stretching but mostly my team mates play "grab ass" and play catch with a football or throw these crab apples at each other. A couple of times a week the workout consists of frisbee golf.
I am trying to get into grad school and I take a full load of classes plus the GMAT study class and I'll take the GMAT this fall. It is very stressful to waste 30-60 minutes a day before practice while everyone screws around.
I am not a great CC guy by any means 26-27 min for 5 miles, but run 60-90 miles a week over the summer and have a full time job all summer and show up in great shape. My team mates show up in late August out of shape.
So I end up very frustrated and stressed and want to just train and race on my own and do well in the track season. The coach and my Dad think it is a big mistake if I don't join the team. I have had a great summer of training and I think I could really do well this fall but can't stand the team and the coach. A final thing is this D3 school has a very unsuppotive attitude towards sports. Our crappy school van breaks done at least once a season on the way to a meet etc. Help!