vcvcvc wrote:
this isn't burnout.
i am a few minutes away from heading to the track to do a workout.
i am highly motivated. i run 75 miles a week, but will do more when fully recovered.
this isn't midlife crisis. i felt this way 20 years ago
this is an indictment of a way of life and living when you put running first. i mean really put it first. when you want to be not good, but great.
this is training and living like a Kenyan in America. and it is not worth it. if it were the only way to make it - then yes it would be. but in this country there are so many better ways to live. go find them.
i will stay on this path for the next 40 years because i am too far down the road to turn back. J-man is not. he can still have a life. a real life if he figures it out now.
look at all the successful and happy people in this sport, what to they do?
they start a web site for runners - like Wejo and bro
they write a book and coach - like Magill
they coach and teach - like Magness
they don't just keep running
remember how that old masters world record guy - forget his name, Whitlock - who ran for hours in a cemetery would take about his running. exactly like Jamin does. it is a chore. a bore. a task. a thing you do because you have nothing else. now there good days, don't get me wrong. hell there are great days when you are on top of the world. there are workout beyond what others would even believe you could do ( i once ran a 16 mile am run and came back in the afternoon for 24 more mile) for a 40 mile days. i once ran 30 miles in low 7:00 pace, followed that up with an evening track workout of 400 = slower than crap but amazingly did another 30 the next day- again in low to mid 7:00 pace. that felt great!!! but who cares. no one believe you in the first place so you can't go around sharing it with people. but for what purpose does it serve? it only have one purpose to be self serving. running in the forest without anyone to see or hear - is not a life.
get a real life, run if you want to j-man
but you have to have people around you
you are headed down the wrong path