For the last few races, I've tried to go all-out but I just can't. It feels like I just can't go out fast and try to hang onto the lead group; In the middle of races, I always feel like I can run faster and possibly hang onto faster kids but make a choice to just not go for it. During the whole season there was never a single doubt that I could hold my pace for the rest of the race at halfway. Of course I've produced some good races and PRs, but never anything extraordinary. I'm out of breath at the end of races, but I still feel like I could be racing so much harder.
I always try to come up with a reason to run harder in a race but I just can't, as for me I feel like there's no logical reason to keep on running. I tried to break 5:00 for 1600 on Saturday, but third lap I made a conscious decision to only maintain my pace and didn't have the guts to go hard.
PRs are...
800: 2:25
1600: 5:05
3200:10:55
My goals are sub-4:50 for the mile and sub-10:30 for the 1600, and I feel like I can get there with a combination of peaking and just toughening up. Any advice?