Not sure if I'm being a jerk or my thoughts are justified.
My wife is a stay at home mom. I get home from work & she says, "my tailbone is really hurting today. IF you massage it, then we can have sex afterwards." My wife often doesn't bring up/initiate sex so I was all for the idea. But the IF part kind of turned me off. Conditional?
Later that night I was taking the trash & recycling to the curb. Sometimes she's interested in the weekly flyers that arrive today, so I leave them for her. While outside, I hand them to her & she walks inside & throws them in the just emptied recycling. I say, "why didn't you throw them in the recycling outside by the curb?" She says, "you should be nicer to me or we won't have sex tonight."
I don't know. I feel like she's using sex as this special thing/privilege to get me to do what she wants rather than something she wants to do. What if I said, "if you cook me dinner tonight, then I'll listen to you talk about your day while we eat."
I've had a couple drinks tonight, so I admit I'm not in my clearest judgement. Am I a jerk?
Also, we have a 19 month old, & ever since I've been home from work, I've been watching him. Changing his poop diaper, giving him a bath, playing outside with him, & I just put him to bed.
PS: I am not trolling