All of this started toward the end of my track season which was about 4 weeks ago. My state race was around the corner and I wasn't running at my full potential. 2 weeks before my state race I finally qualified in the 3200m just by 1 second. I was happy yet a little disappointed that I qualified late compared to the other top 5 runners in the state for my division (I placed 3rd in state for cross country). I was off the qualified time for the mile by 3 seconds which made myself upset. When I ran at the state championship everyone was expecting me to place in the top 3 but I died to a 5th place finish. I wasn't really happy nor upset but I was relieved that the season was finally over. It felt like all the stress that I had to do good and to win races was over and that I could finally just relax and enjoy things such as sleeping in, hanging out with friends, and enjoying my last few days of high school. I took a full week off of running and felt no urge to run like I usually would if I took a couple of days off. I finally ran after my week off and told myself while I was running, "should I even do this anymore? I don't feel like even being out here running". This worries me because I got a scholarship to run in a division 1 university and in the back of my mind I'm thinking all I'm going to do is run run run which I don't feel like I have the same love for it as I once did. Any suggestions on what to do?