I didn't assume anything. This is what you wrote:
"After today's time trial, I feel just about done with my weight. Mentally I was there, but physically, I gave it my all, unable to stand up and barely breathing, running a 20 minute 3mile which is just pitiful. I was already extremely fatigued after the first mile, running a 6:30--- usually I go out 5:55-6:05 feeling tired but never breathing so heavy! I should be in the 18s. Sure, it does have to do with the fact that all of our training has been long tempos and hill runs which only provides an aerobic base w/o real pacing. But I still should not be THIS slow and THIS out of shape considering that I have been training consistently running 4 mile tempos and 7-8.5 a day at pretty good paces. And I'm planning to lose 3 pounds on an extreme cut by the 31st for our first tri 2 mile meet, and 6 by Sept 8 for the first invitational.
I'm not asking for advice, because I'm already restricting to 1450 a day following a 50-60% carb, 15-20% fat and 20-25% protein diet with purely Whole Foods and plants. However, I do need some people who do have experience with weight loss and weight gain issues being a runner. And maybe experiences and how much you improved, etc. And maybe some information on female weight gain with distance runners, the pattern of performance decline as they get older and bigger, etc. My body image is so flawed and I just want to be a quicker "
You stated that you are already restricting your calories to 1450 per day in the second paragraph. Also, ran a time trail on the day that you wrote that information, and you stated that your time was slow, and that you were fatigued. That is what I was referring to. You are fatigued and slow because of your CURRENT diet, which has a low daily calorie intake.
I'm not trying to get into a war or battle of words with you . That is not my intention. I'm simply passing along advise.
KIS: Keep it simple. With your eating, your running, your training, keep it simple. That is what the elites do, and they are the best in the world.
I wish you well on your running endeavors, and that you are able to master your situation.