timelessness matters wrote:
I didn't quit as much as I stopped caring about competing and times. I stopped wearing a watch, not just for running but all the time. Getting rid of a watch did wonders for my psyche. I had no clue how fast, or slow, I ran.
Stress was lower. Finish times were slower. Eventually, I cared more about simply running and not about trying to beat the guy right in front of me. My running world became a much happier place.
This.
I have not quit running. I just stopped racing. From time to time I will run a time trial and feel pretty happy about the results.
My life changed a lot when I had my second child. At that point I decided that racing wasn't worth the effort and frustration. And the cost in time and money. I wasn't getting any better and I was years from a PR. I felt like a failure when racing and it just wasn't worth it.
I still run and am in good shape. But I run on my own terms.
I also got way more into weight lifting, no longer concerned with getting too muscular to be fast in a 5k or 10k, and I have never been stronger. Right now I weigh 191 at about 8% body fat. I will take that over being the 162 that I was when I was running my PRs.....