I know why I run. It's 99% for myself. I'm really not trying to impress anyone. I just wonder sometimes why nobody in my imediate or extended family can even get off the couch to ever watch me and support me in a race.
The reason why I posted this is because I just asked my wife about a Marathon I plan on doing to see if it conflicted with any of her plans seeing as she would be watching the kids during it. Her response was "Do we have to go also?" Of course not, why would I want someone to drag themselves out there to watch if they didn't want to be there?
The same is true with my parents and other members of my family. I win some of the smaller Marathons. How many more years am I going to be in contention to win Marathons? You would think they might want to celebrate with me. I don't even want to tell them anything about it anymore, I think they are just being polite when they ask me how things went. If another member of my family was out there doing something like this I would be there for them.
It's not like I'm not close to them. We do most everything else together. I am with them when they do their thing and try to support them the best I can. I run at odd hours so it doesn't take away from family time. Most of the time my kids don't even know I'm running because they are asleep. I just don't get it.
Sorry to dump on you guys, but I'm sure some of you can relate.