CopperRunner wrote:
HappyJack wrote:
Haven't read the entire thread but I was struck by your post.
Not that it really matters to me but it could be important to other people and her family/supporters/coaches ect. Was she starving herself or was she regurgitating after eating? Was she doing this on her own or was someone trying to convince her that the lighter she was the faster she could run?
Mostly you hear about this disorder involving girls/women. How prevalent is this condition amongst boys/men, excluding wrestlers. That's another can of worms that doesn't get much headlines outside of their sport.
I think it’s more prevalent with guys than you might think. I developed an eating disorder between track of junior year and XC of senior year. I noticed all of the super fast guys were 150-160 lbs at my height, and I was sitting around 170-175. I came up with the diet strategy of eating only when I’m painfully hungry, this came out to one moderate sized meal a day, and supplementing that with 50-60 mpw. It worked quite well for the first couple months, my body fat dropped and I ran a couple PRs. Then I started being constantly injured. I didn’t PR my senior XC season, until footlocker after I’d gotten things a bit under control.
I’m now a big believer that if you let your body’s instincts take control whilst running high mileage, it’ll mold into the shape it is most efficient for running. I eat when I’m hungry, and I eat what my body craves, whether it be protein, fat or carbs.
I feel so bad that Allie has had to deal with this for half of her life. It’s insanely stressful. Not only the not eating part, but when you eat you feel guilty, and at least for me I’d look visibly fatter every time I ate due to some kind of body dysmorphia.
I was never diagnosed with any sort of eating disorder, despite all of the signs being there. I was tired all of the time, constantly injured, and not performing up to par. Everyone just assumed I had lost motivation when it was really the opposite, I was sacrificing too much and it was costing me.
I hope she recovers. She is a huge inspiration to me.