Here is an email Lauren sent regarding my comment on her blog.
I copied and pasted.
I just wanted to write you a note to clear something up but my website comment structure only allows it to go so many levels deep, hence the email. I want to be super clear that I am not writing to attack you. I want to continue the conversation. If I get passionate about something, it is not a personal attack.
Your last comment is a lot like how I feel. It's why I stayed quiet about it for so long but why this week I grew completely enraged.
This guy is getting so much publicity for being a scumbag acting like it has any effect on their lives when it doesn't. This is what you were saying too.
The general public know nothing about the way sports work, and that his manipulation of the public could actually change his outcome because minor sports governing bodies are interested in boosting the exposure of their sports. I was able to let it go until I realized the full extent of what he was angling for, and what it would mean if he got it. Nobody else was writing about that side of things.
Meanwhile, my husband and I work in the only industries that really will be affected, and I have an understanding of what it would mean to let a guy like that start competing in triathlons bc he had the power to sway public opinion with a media stunt.
The reason I wrote this blog was because I felt that a perspective was missing in this conversation: the perspective of minor sports athletes who will be affected if he joins our ranks. Most people don't even know pro running is a job, much less a professional career with standards most participants take seriously. I wanted to present that side of it to make the conversation less about "should his good deeds with livestrong give him a pass?" and other ridiculous nonsense. Imagine if a doctor lost his license for egregious malpractice, but he had also started a charity for kids cancer? I have a feeling doctors would be pissed if the criminal went on Oprah to try to use public appeal from his charity to get his medical license back. That kind of stunt wouldn't work in medicine anyway because the medical profession would never stand for it. They are two separate issues.
I want it to go away too. And the circus is disgusting. Just realize that I am a real person and it is hurtful to me to hear you imply that I'm basically a publicity whore, when in fact this issue is important to me. I believe in free speech, am respectful of different opinions, and enjoy some good respectful banter, but there is no reason to attack me or drag me down personally.
To be a pro athlete or a writer requires interaction and fostering an audience. That is not a crime. It is a necessity. It's like music or art or any other business where you are self employed. There are many cheap, sleazy ways to do this that I find disgusting. I choose to do it by sharing opinions and experiences, generating conversation, and other things that hopefully get people engaging in the sport more often than once every four years. Doing this is something I enjoy. Im a Stanford dork with a masters in education...I enjoy teaching people who are interested. And if that online presence makes me valuable to a sponsor, that helps me survive the down years of injury and pregnancy that come with the job. If I can't do this on my own blog, a blog I pay for and don't even advertise on, than wow.
I suppose I could have written the blog in the heat of the moment and then said "oh man, publishing this now might look opportunistic since its on everyone's minds, and it will get a lot of readers. Maybe I should just hold off on it for a few weeks to make sure nobody reads it." That would be stupid. It was on my mind at an opportune time because it was on everyone's mind.
I don't know if you are a runner or what, but if you are, I'd really like to know more about this opinion that athletes like me shouldn't have publicity. I've heard it a couple times before, and I'm genuinely curious to know what it's about. Is it a misconception that we are getting rich undeservedly? Is it that people shouldn't have a public persona unless they are a world record holder or Olympic Champion? What is it exactly?
Anyway, thanks for posting.
Sincerely,