Alright **** it, i'll just tell you whats going on in my life because i dont give a f*k anymore. No more charades.
I've had headaches for a long time as well as auditory hallucinations, i've gone to psychiatric help and they put me under the broad definition of 'Active Psychotic State', which is kind of a leading diagnosis towards schizo. So far Ive gotten prescriptions for xanax, sertraline, elatrolet, risperdal, solian (amisulpride) and seroquel XR (quetiapine) and i've taken them all in varying points of my life. I also have an arachnoid cyst in my temporal fissure part of the brain, still not very clear as to the repercussions or consequences of this
Letsrun is kind of a cathartic way to help me deal with my emotional issues, I don't know, I just enjoy posting here and trolling here. My life was LRC at one point for me and my friend and I would literally talk in LRC quotes to each other, like LRC memes and we had literally our own little language haha. We would talk about letsrun drama, the latest threads that are trending, sooner or later he found a girlfriend (who he's still together with). So I posted on LRC as a way to cope with this because I was kind of sad, this is the same friend who him and i used to joke we would be FAers forever together but then he found a gf before I did. I was admittedly a little angry but I came to terms with it and sooner or later he started to talk to me less and less, which I figured would happen.
I would consistently take on various different personalities on letsrun and make fake threads, none of which relate to who i ACTUALLY am IRL. There are certain things that are true though but they are mired in a pile of sh*tposts and trolls across thousands of posts/threads. Also you can probably deduce from this thread that i'm a terrible gambler, I did in fact lost $2200 on sports betting across mlb/nba/mma, I know NOTHING about MLB btw, I just bet on it because I loved gambling.
Anything else you f*ks want to know? My social security number perhaps?