I'm a good hs runner who has the capability of running d1 in college. (I've already received contact). Sometimes i love it, sometimes i hate it. I know i'm not going pro, and i want to focus my life on other things- i would still love to run, but doing marathons and not actually competing to win, just enjoying it and not being yelled at by a coach. but at the same time i feel like i would be giving up my talent. thoughts?