She seems extremely possessive and doesn't want me to be with anyone. She stalks my social media and when I see her she snatches the phone out of my hand. If I mention that I'm going to have over friends she hangs up in my face. After driving an hour yesterday, and waiting 2 hours to see her, then going to get pizza together, after what she said she doesn't think we should be together, I drove home an hour in the fog and bad weather. On the way home while chatting I accidentally slipped up and called her another name. This was after an hour-long conversation on the phone. I didn't even realize I did it till she hung up in my face. I apologized but she was having none of it. Keep in mind she's putting zero effort in getting back together yet wants to go through my phone when I see her as well. I am seriously screwed up! My holidays are ruined! Should I try to call her again? Should I reach out to her again on Christmas? I'm in a real bad place right now and don't know how to handle this.