In 1991, Liz Mueller of Waterford, Conn., was the brightest young female middle-distance runner in the United States. She was the national high school cross-country champion at 5,000 meters and the national Junior Olympic track and field champion in the 800 meters. Few developing runners had shown her precocious combination of speed and stamina.
Today, instead of advancing toward her Olympic dreams, Mueller is a struggling small-college runner embroiled in an intensifying dispute between her parents and her long-time personal coach that threatens her athletic future.
The conflict, which centers on the role that the coach, Norm Higgins, plays in Mueller's life and has left Mueller estranged from her parents, reflects widening national concern over the influence of male authority figures on young female athletes in sports like tennis, gymnastics, figure skating and running.
At its most extreme, according to athletes, coaches, doctors and sports psychologists, the coaching influence in such cases can have serious social and health consequences.
Coaches of young women should recognize how vulnerable the athletes may be, said Dr. Michael Sargent, director of the University of Vermont sports medicine department, who has coached teen-age girls in running. "Coaches must take extra precaution to assure that they don't make the relationship manipulative."
Jan Merrill-Morin, who was Mueller's track and cross-country coach at Waterford High School, agreed. "A female athlete can be extremely influenced by her success, much more so than a male athlete," Merrill-Morin said, referring to the faith young girls with little sports background tend to have in their superiors. "Right away, in seventh and eighth grade when Norm started coaching her, Liz had great success. In her view, the only way to keep being successful is to stick with Norm."
Ironically, Merrill-Morin was Higgins's prize runner in the 1970's. She set numerous American records and made the 1976 Olympic final in the 1,500 meters. However, she was known on the track circuit as unusually withdrawn and sullen.
She has only recently come to terms with a coaching approach she now questions but which she tolerated for 12 years.
"Norm did a lot for me," said Merrill-Morin, 38, who in addition to coaching at Waterford High also coaches women's track and cross-country at the United States Coast Guard Academy in nearby New London. "But you must be totally dedicated and do exactly what is asked of you regardless of family commitments. There can be no interference -- ever. I would think any parents would feel that's kind of kooky." Despite an Edict, A Continuing Role
Tensions between Mueller's parents, Sharon and Frank, and Higgins began in 1990 when their daughter was a high school freshman. "He could not understand where coaching stopped and life began," Liz's father said of Higgins. "He wanted to influence everything. He wanted to be more important than friends, family, school."
At the time, through their attorney, the Muellers forbade Higgins, now 57, from having any contact with their daughter. Despite the edict, said the Muellers, Higgins continued to make his presence felt. "He followed us everywhere, to all the meets," said the father.
In an interview, Higgins, winner of the 1971 New York City Marathon, admitted his continuing role with Mueller through high school, when her official coach was Merrill-Morin.
Frustrated, the Muellers said they discussed the issue with the Waterford police but decided not to pursue further action.
Mueller, who turns 20 on Feb. 28, is a sophomore at Central Connecticut State in New Britain. She is a member of the track and cross-country teams, coached by George Kalecki. She did not run for the school during her freshman year. She said she joined the squad last fall only after Kalecki had agreed to a number of stipulations, in particular that she could continue to train with Higgins during the "off season" as a member of his club, the Age Group Athletic Association. Though Kalecki considered the off season to be summer, Mueller also trains with Higgins on weekends when Central Connecticut does not have a meet. Mueller said she runs about 35 miles a week, modest for an athlete of her caliber.
In an interview, Mueller said she had no reservations about training with Higgins and called the dispute a "personality conflict between my parents and coach." Mueller is no longer on speaking terms with her parents and has left home. When she is not at school and residing in the dorm, she lives with the family of a former teammate, Jessica Kane, now a Waterford senior. The Muellers claimed Higgins helped "orchestrate" their daughter's estrangement from them.
Higgins defended his role. "Have you ever dealt with anyone with a gift?" said Higgins. "Liz is her own person. The only reason I remain coaching her is that I let her do what she wants. She has chosen her own direction."
Undefeated Season Abruptly Cut Short
Mueller is currently in the midst of the indoor track season. On Jan. 21, in a meet at Dartmouth, she won her first collegiate race, an 800 in 2 minutes 19 seconds, 14 seconds slower than her high school outdoor best. A week later, she ran 2:17 in a losing effort. Mueller said she would be concentrating on the 400 meters for the balance of this winter and during the spring outdoor season.
Kalecki said that in one 800 he felt Mueller was "tanking it," allowing defeat, and he scolded her for it. Her response was a shrug.
Last fall, during an undefeated cross-country season in which she beat the reigning National Collegiate Athletic Association 1,500 titleholder, Amy Rudolph of Providence, Mueller was a contender for the N.C.A.A. cross-country title. But, sticking to the pact that Kalecki grudgingly agreed to before the season, Mueller refused to run the N.C.A.A. qualifying race and aborted her season.
Kaleclku told her she was "wasting a golden opportunity."
"She would have won it," Higgins agreed. Yet, he encouraged her not to run. "Hold your line. Don't change your decision," Higgins said he advised Mueller.
"I'm 19 and my parents are not paying for my education anymore," said Mueller in defending her desire to remain with Higgins and go to Central Connecticut.
Mueller, who could have attended almost any college in the country, had turned down a $22,000-a-year athletic scholarship from Providence to attend the school in New Britain, a 45-minute drive from Waterford. She said she would have preferred not to compete at all in a college program and joined the Central Connecticut team to get a scholarship and relieve her parents of the $8,000-a-year expense.
Is Mueller being victimized by an autocratic coach, or is she asserting her independence and entitled to train with any mentor she chooses at a time when she is maturing into young adulthood?
Dr. Brenda Armstrong, chief of clinical services for the Division of Pediatric Cardiology at Duke University Medical Center and a youth track coach for 20 years, contends that female athletes of Mueller's age are crossing an athletic threshold and also making other major transitions in their lives. "They must leave the nest of the age-group coach,"
Armstrong said. "Unless the coach lets go, it's tampering of the worst sort, setting the stage for failure."
At Waterford High, Mueller won 11 state and New England indoor and outdoor track titles. In addition, she won the state cross-country title all four years. In 1991, as a junior, she captured the Foot Locker high school cross-country championship. She was an all-American in track, running the 800 meters in 2 minutes 5.54 seconds. In Waterford, she was honored with Liz Mueller Day.
It was not only her performances but Mueller's bearing that impressed followers of the sport. With a baby face and 95-pound body, she ran with childlike exuberance, at once personifying innocence and aggression. Her speed seemed easy, her potential limitless. At times, she even trained barefoot, stopping to chase frogs. "I catch them," she once said, "but I let them go."
But apparently Higgins, who owns a sporting goods business in the Waterford area, will not let go of Mueller. He has only her best interests at heart, he said, and is her personal coach because he allows her freedom to formulate her own running program.
Kalecki disputes that. "Norm's the guru. He thinks he invented track and field," said Kalecki. "Once when I spoke with him, he had it planned what Liz would run in 1996, in 1998. He's got her life mapped out." An Adherence To the Unorthodox
While Mueller, now 5 feet 4 inches and 110 pounds, insisted she could train and race as she pleased, Merrill-Morin and others familiar with the dependency of some impressionable young athletes said a coach could subtly lead a disciple astray.
There's a mental taboo," said Merrill-Morin. "It's not written but you know what you should and should not do. I maybe went to two movies in 10 years. I was afraid my training would not be good the next day. Norm didn't say, 'Don't,' but I got the message."
Since 1991, when Mueller was at her peak, her running has been marked by zealous adherence to unorthodox ideas. Witness her refusal to run the N.C.A.A. cross-country, and her impending focus on the 400, where, at the moment, she is unable to break 60 seconds.
As a Waterford High senior, Mueller refused to defend her national cross-country title, saying she wanted to hurry into indoor speed training. As it turned out, she did not compete indoors in the winter of 1992 because her parents, amid continuing conflict with their daughter, refused to sign the school's permission form.
With her 5,000-meter endurance and half-mile speed, Mueller's best track events would be the middle distances like the 1,500, mile or 3,000, according to coaches. But she has vehemently rejected the mile or any track event longer than the 800.
"I told her she could be world-class in the 3,000," said Kalecki. "She just shrugged her head no."
Earlier this season, while training with Higgins between the fall and spring semesters, Mueller competed at one track meet in the high jump, long jump and triple jump, events with high injury risk that are hardly the menu of a middle-distance runner. "I like them," was Mueller's explanation.
"That's the kind of approach Norm is known for," said Kalecki, referring to the field events.
Higgins denied any responsibility for Mueller's methods. He said she has the qualities of an "artist" and should be able to choose her own path. Indeed, Mueller loves to paint and draw and is an art education major. She said she had a 3.1 grade point average. Mueller also plays the flute and rides a motorcycle.
Her running has become a complex source of anger and resentment. How will the conflict be resolved? "The issue is just kind of sitting there," said Mueller.
When Mueller's parents attend Central Connecticut's meets to watch Liz run, she barely acknowledges them. "It's been very painful," said her father. "How would you feel if somebody basically took over your daughter's life?"