question for all the guys out there. I found out that my H of 13 years had cheated on me for 2 years. He had 4 affair partners. He was 45 they ranged from 19-25. Two of the girls was emotional and physical. The other 2 was just sex for money. No protection with 3 of them. 1 STD, he spent $45K in these 2 years buying a jeep for one, Christmas presents for one girls kid, shopping sprees, giving them spending cash, gave 2 of them his debit card, Coach purse, Waterford crystal perfume bottles, a phone, brought 3 to our house.... in our bed and spare bed, love emails to one of them. He told all of them that he did not want a divorce, that he loves me, we just don't see each other enough. After I found out he was cheating he lied about everything for an entire year. At this point, I only knew about one of them. He said she was the only one and I believed him. 4 months later I found out about #2. And so I started begging him for all the information before it killed me. He held true to his statement for 8 months about there being no one else. Only those 2.....until I reinstalled an app out of his google history and saw the money transfers to #3....and he finally confessed.....this was the only thing he has been honest about since I found out....he confessed to #4. So he tells me that he lied because what he did was so awful that he didn't want to take the chance of me leaving. That the guilt and shame was to much to bear. He just wanted to leave everything that he had done in the past and start making new memories with me. I am all he wants and can't live without me. That he was selfish and never thought about me in those 2 years of cheating. Nothing was off the table. That he needed the ego boost and what he did had nothing to do with me. We had an very active and fulfilling sex life....until about a year into his affairs. Never fought. Like minded. And best friends. Can what he is saying be accurate? I just now think that he is blowing sunshine up my ass! I trust nothing!!