Am I addicted to track? Lately I think I am becoming addicted to track. I have been talking with a college adviser and when he ask me what I enjoy, the only think I can really think of is track. I don't have a favorite subject in school, am not in an academic club. The only saving grace is I love football and basketball, but I don't play those anymore to focus on track. I honestly don't care how good the college I get into is academically wise, I just care about being able to run and focus on track.
Whenever I day dream of myself being successful, I used to daydream about a lot of different things, now I usually dream about track and running an awesome time. I used to be able to help myself go to sleep by thinking of a girl I liked, just so my mind wouldn't be thinking about a lot of different things and I could fall asleep. Now I don't and I think about track. Right now I am taking a break between track season and cross country season and not running has me really wanting to run. AND THIS IS ONLY THE SECOND DAY OF MY FREAKING BREAK.
I just want to get back out there on the grind and run and be training. I have no idea how I am going to make it all the way to school track this year, considering my hate for school and how boring it is. Track is the only thing I have to look forward to.
My question is, am I addicted to running and is something wrong with me? or is this just my calling in life?