Night observer wrote:
I ran my last race at age 59. I thought I would be able to run races just as a participant. I couldn't. I would always end up training to run my fastest, and during the run I would always end up running my hardest.
I am 64 now. I still include running as part of my exercise, I just don't race anymore. Surprisingly, I don't miss racing.
I competed from age 15 to 53. I was still running well but decided I had reached the point where I wasn't that interested in seeing my race times get marginally slower each year. And I wasn't sure I wanted to give 100% race effort any longer, which is the only way I can race.
Did not run or train for almost eight years but kept generally active. My running retirement coincided with a long distance move to a locale where nobody knew me as a runner.
About nine months ago, I got the bug. I've had to rely on stationary biking at the gym for a lot of my training. I've learned enough about the competitive scene in my medium size city to know that I could be the top local sixty year old, if I were to toe a starting line.
But I have to convince myself I can meet my own standard of respectability. I'm not there and may never be. If I do race again, I think it will be very infrequent. And if I never do, that's fine as well. If I can do without it for eight years, I know I can be content permanently.