it sounds like she is lost right now - everything she decided to do has failed out recently.
She tried going to U Portland. that didn't work out
Running has been awful for a year or more
She's 19 years old, living in her old bedroom
is she still going to Fordham? that place can't be a picnic for a smart woman like MC. Esp when her pals are all at fancy colleges.
I'm sure she does decent workouts but then freaks out in races since she doesn't trust herself anymore and is probably wondering what the point of it all is...
I reject all this physical talk. If that were the case she would be plateuing or down maybe 3-5 seconds in a 1500. And she wouldn't be flying to Germany to race. This is utter collapse, not just a little dip.
Although I suppose some sort of physical change could be adding to her mental tailspin.