Have some obvious regrets about the undergrad performance, but I also am very proud of graduating from there and not giving up. Granted I had some major bouts of poor motivation due to the rigid environment and military bureaucracy, but even earning a 2.5 required some pretty serious devotion and sacrifice that would be hard for a non-alumni to understand. But I take responsibility and realize it was I alone that took the tests and wrote the essays.
I'm almost done with my 5 year commitment, and I really think I'm about done with being in the Army. I've been a high performer as an Officer, and have great reviews from my leaders. I'm really fed up with the Army and when I look at all the senior Captains, Majors, and Colonels, I really do not want to be them. They seem trapped in the system with no real exit options and are far too institutionalized to even relate to a lot of civilian organizations. No innovation, no creativity, and no real expertise....jack of all trades and masters of nothing.
I slowly feel myself becoming this way the longer I stay in. I've enjoyed my time as an Officer, and like helping out the soldiers and making a difference in their lives, but I'm not prepared to spend my entire adult life in the military.
Back to my GPA...ugh....I want to go back to school to become an expert in something. Lots of Officers get out and get sales/middle management type jobs that seem like merely an extension of the Army's sycophant culture and bureaucracy just without the uniforms.
Medical school is a number one interest(but it's going to take some major risk-taking with a post-bac program). Other types of grad schools interest me as well, but it feels pretty overwhelming to see all their minimum GPA requirements.
Honestly with my high cost of living area housing allowance, medical benefits, and base pay....the Army is pretty financially comfortable and lucrative as this point with guaranteed upward progression. I have zero debts and save a strong amount every month. How much of a fool I'm I to get out to try and convince some med schools/grad schools through post-bacc classes that my 2.5 undergrad GPA doesn't mean I'm destined to fail in their program?