I posted about my situation about a month ago. The short version is that I crushed my ankle in a dirtbike crash and had to have the joint fused with screws. Now I have no movement in my ankle, and I can never run again.
I didn't post this to garner sympathy, but I really don't know what to do. My world revolves around running- it was, and still is, the single most important thing in the world to me. Some of you will object to that but I'm sure that a ton of people here feel the same way, even if they won't admit it...
So, anyway, I'm destroyed. I think I would rather have died in that crash than have sustained a career-ending injury. I don't care about school and I'm not excited about getting a job. F*** all of that. It's all mundane shit that I'm willing to tolerate, but only if I have running to hold me down. Without running there's no point in anything else. Why slave away in school or at a job all day if you can't even do what the you want after you punch out? What's the point of life if it's all work no play?
And don't tell me to take up cycling or swimming unless you're willing to quit running and do the same yourself. We all know that isn't how it works.