I found out that I could have a femoral fracture today. Need MRI but PA that did examination told me no running.
To give you a snapshot, I am a 19 year old freshman guy at a d2 program. I hade a met sf in June that caused me to miss Summer base, then another at the end of Cross that put me out of indoor. Had a femoral stress fracture junior highschool year and it felt the same. Have been diagnosed with sub 200 testosterone in past couple months but 303 last check in after (early morning test). Sleep about 8 hours a night, eat right/enough etc. This past weekend I ran a 15:34 5k pr (never sub 16 hs).
I do about 15 total training hours per week, a lot of cycling, some swimming. Basically triathlon stuff. Double threshold workouts with a bike the evening of a hard run. Not supposed to do more than 35 mpw but have accidentally floated close to 50 with racing and workouts last couple weeks.
I have an FTP of 350W and love cycling. Is it selfish to try and stay on my team and hope for another chance? I literally cannot stay healthy above 35 mpw it seems. The other freshman in my recruiting class are running crazy compared to highschool prs. 3:50 1500, sub 15 indoor 5ks etc. We recruited a 1:52/4:15 kid + some 1:55/low 4:2x guys and the head coach turns down kids that run the times i ran in highschool because of our class's success.
I feel like a drag on resources at this point(on similar scholarship as the successful freshman). Do I try and transfer to some school that has a cycling program, or shut up and run 35 mpw and cross train my butt off?
I want every opinion. Thanks