If any older guys could give me some guidance here, I would appreciate it. So long story short I'm a high schooler (not a senior) who has run 9:1X for 3200 and I have a few state titles. I feel like I should be pretty happy with myself, as say people say they would like to be like me, but I don't feel happy. I feel like I never get invited to stuff outside of school and I spend a ton of time training. I know this sounds ungrateful, but I would much rather just be able to get drunk every weekend and hang out with girls and be like everyone else. I have a decent amount of college coaches recruiting me but I don't want this to be my life in college, even though I really do love this sport. More than anything else I just want to feel accepted by a peer group and have stuff to do on the weekends. Can someone please help, I'm just feeling pretty down.