Always wanting more
- probably yes, when my mind drifts away I often find it thinking how to squeeze in more mileage this week
Constantly needing more
- not sure at all
Continuing despite negative outcomes
- running wise, I'm yet to reach that point where it would be clear I wouldn't improve anymore. In other areas of life I don't see much negative outcomes. I mean maybe I could have a better career if I used more of my time to develop my job-related skills, but I know wouldn't have done that. Would just drink beer and play video games.
Inability to follow rules you have set
- I'm able to resist the urge to run when injured or to run more when tapering.
Not being able to stop
- I can't even think of it. I've also heard that abruptly quitting running is bad for your health
Obsessing
- yes
Replacing relationships
– I didn't have much of those anyway. But yeah I'd rather use my vacation to travel to a race than to class reunion. Why do people in their right minds go to class reunions anyway?
Secrecy
– on one hand, just as every runner out there, if provoked I would talk about my running experiences for hours on end. Every morning I'm waiting for my wife to wake up to tell her how my training went and it upsets me when i understand she's not really listening. On other hand, I don't share much of my 'inner' understanding of my training with anyone. Before working from home, when I ran doubles from the office, I tried to avoid meeting any colleagues. My wife didn't even know I had shoes and shorts at the office locker. So yes.
Yes it's an addiction not unlike drugs or gambling. It's quite clear. But it doesn't kill me or ruin my health or make me homeless. Just a high-priority hobby. Marathoning is not unique. My brother's girlfriend is the same way about dancing, for example. And don't even get me started on birdwatchers doing their "big year".