To all of who have expressed concern regarding the FM program:
My name is Jessica Hauser. I currently run Cross Country and Track for Brigham Young University with a dear friend and high-school teammate Thomas Gruenewald. I ran on the 2006 Nike Team National girls team for Fayetteville Manlius. I was not the top runner, most of the time I found myself running third for the team with Mackenzie Carter and Kathryn Buchan leading the way. Regardless, I do consider myself a "normal" high-school athlete who was lucky enough to have the opportunity to compete at the Division 1 level. I have three insights I would like to offer you in response to the many posts on this thread and they are as follows.
1. The FM program is one of deep integrity, hard work, and a pursuit of excellence.
I could give you endless examples, as Hannah Luber expressed, of experiences I have shared with Bill Aris, John Aris, and a select squad of girls that would perhaps describe better than my sentiments the actuality, the reality, of this program and what it stands for. For the sake of how personal those are to me and the ones I shared them with, I will leave you this: Bill and John Aris are wonderful people. As a very religious person myself, I find in them qualities that I not only desire, but that are life fulfilling and full of love. Every practice, every team meeting, every encounter I recall with these two men, distilled in me a greater desire to improve myself. Whether that be in running, spirituality, life goals, character, education, friendships, family, etc. There remains one common aspect. It was NEVER about them. It was never about winning, it was about us. The people we were becoming, the traits we were developing, the talents we were pursuing, the potential we were reaching, the preparation for the future, and ultimately the achievement of excellence. Excellence has no limit. Excellence has nothing to do with winning. Excellence has to do with heart, determination, and love. Not only did they teach me to apply this concept to my running, but more importantly I carried that into my life, to the things that really matter. I dare-say I will never meet two men who care so much about the people in their lives, more specifically, the young girls and boys who they spend countless hours, energy, and make sacrifices for, never for the benefit of themselves. They are not perfect, everyone has flaws, weaknesses, limitations - but they lead and live their lives in such a way to suggest that despite inadequacies, their intents, desires, and hope for others remains selfless and supreme in all they do. To judge a program, or better yet, a person without knowing them personally, seems to be a very subjective and demeaning approach. I will stand by this program forever. But even more so, I will stand by these two men forever. What they strive for is not to be noticed and acclaimed by the running world, but to change the life of student athletes who can further change the world by what they have learned and take those same principles and apply them to what they stand for in life.
2. The transition from high-school athletics to collegiate level competition is a lot harder than most assume.
Despite injuries, sickness, altitude adjustments, coaching differences, weight training implementation, different racing strategies, and the plethora of notable reasons that could be attributed to decreased performance in college, there has to be something said about the personal changes that occur for all young adults at this age. For many there is a struggle to be on your own. For others, balancing new relationships. Yet for others it seems to be balancing new life goals with education. All the while still competing and meeting the expectations of athletic administration, coaches and oneself, which is an added demand that regular students at a university do not experience. There is obviously going to be major differences in the way athletes handle these SIGNIFICANT life decisions and changes. It is not easy. It may take a few years for some to get a hold on it. It make take changing programs (eg. Tommy Gruenewald) for one that further holds your life values and interests rather than just the running part. Yes, many will say, those FM runners haven't done significant things with regards to running in college. However true and evidenced that may be (although I believe there is evidence other wise), running was never about winning or being the top for those slew of kids that went through the FM program. It was about achieving excellence. To the outsider the time that wasn't reached, the PR that never came, the number one finish that never happened at NCAA's, the big time name in collegiate running that did not surface, may be all failures. But if they took the time to look closer they would see the several successes that come through these so called "failures." What they don't see is the improvement over time, the helping of teammates in a workout by running just that much harder, the persistence despite not having the ideal results, the love of the sport, the countless hours spent balancing life, the coming back from injury just to run one mile without pain, the mental preparation put into every workout and race, the faith that although they might not be top runners, they have the ability to help others in their running goals by being a "top runner" in mentality and character. Not giving up. Who cares about the times, of-course they are wonderful and the goal of every collegiate athlete. But even if the accolades never come, does that make the athlete a poor competitor, person, or teammate? Does that mean they failed in collegiate athletics? No. It is more than that and I would hope that with so many talented, wonderful athletes at the collegiate level it would only make sense that the number one runners, don't always stay the number one runners. Everyone at this level is accomplished and knows how to work hard, or they wouldn't make it there. What is to be applauded are the small successes, the small steps toward excellence in every area of life.
3. Training hard at a young age, especially with young girls, can be dangerous - but with well educated, and selfless coaching it can be done in a way that is neither detrimental nor forceful.
Both Bill and John Aris have devoted much of their lives to the sport of running. They don't have doctorate degrees in exercise science nor did they have significant experience competing at the world level themselves, yet they do their research, learn from what they did experience, and they spend countless hours perfecting every aspect of their training. Trial and Error. Thomas Edison, when making the light bulb failed thousands of times. Good coaching doesn't come overnight. These men have devoted their lives to becoming better coaches and have always been willing to change their philosophy's as it sees fit to the best interest of their athletes. Many say if they are such good coaches why are they at the high-school level. I would say back, doesn't anyone have a passion in life? Doesn't anyone realize the value of true devotion to something anymore? Do you have to be an award winning college coach to be successful? No! They have a love of running, of cross country, of these young adults. They treat their job with great respect, because they have such a wonderful opportunity to affect the lives of young adolescents while they are still developing their identity and what they have to offer the world. My utmost respect to anyone who takes this task seriously and realizes the impact of a high school coach, teacher, mentor,church leader, etc. at this stage of life. There is something to be said of a man who isn't fazed by the world's view of success and prominence. Who finds fulfillment on coaching an awkward random group of kids who have the potential to make a difference in this life, whether through their running or other means. To take upon such responsibility to help in this process is greater to me than being the coach of a number one team in the NCAA. Both have great accomplishment and deserve the same amount of respect.
I leave you with this quote, a favorite and one that may enlighten your minds to the point of the arguments I have presented.
"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat." Theodore Roosevelt.
Please understand that it is not about what you accomplish, but how you accomplish it.
To the FM teams competing this weekend, all my love and support! And to every team competing, best of luck.