Just listened to the audiobook myself. You can certainly find stuff to criticize Goucher for — I personally found it off-putting when Salazar and Treasure repeatedly trash-talked Adam in front of her (and sometimes Adam) and she didn’t do more to immediately shut it down, and there’s some eyebrow-raising lawyerly ass-covering on a couple of key issues. But the core of this book is absolutely devastating to Salazar and Darren Treasure, who come off as the frick-and-frack of a wildly toxic coaching environment.
Between this and Matt Hart’s WIN AT ALL COSTS, it’s difficult to imagine anyone continuing to credibly defend Salazar, who comes off as a driven guy who accomplished remarkable things as an athlete unafraid to push himself, but also as an absolute undisciplined disaster as a special-projects coach working with an unlimited budget and no guardrails. In both Goucher’s and Hart’s books, Salazar is depicted playing favorites and mind-games with his runners. He demands unquestioning loyalty. He’s subject to whims, needlessly cruel out of nowhere, drinks on the job, blurs personal and professional boundaries, and seemingly recruits Treasure to share intel on his runners that the runners believe they were sharing in confidence. (Darren Treasure also comes off horribly in both books, which of course share sources, and I’ll be curious if this new book invites greater scrutiny of him.)
In Goucher’s telling, Salazar takes an Ambien and drinks wine before two different cringe-inducing incidents on airliners. Goucher’s additional allegations of sexual assault feel credible, as are her depictions of her self-doubt and reluctance to share the incidents with her husband, regulators, and the world at large. Her and Adam’s entire career fortunes are tied up with Salazar, and as described the nightmare arc of their relationship is 100-percent in line with the stories of people who escape cults (and cults of personality). Whether Salazar was breaking doping rules or simply seeing how far he could push legally tolerated limits is almost beside the point — in these books, he comes off as someone with narcissistic tendencies who should never hold a position of authority like this again, full stop. He’s constitutionally unsuited for the gig, and his experimentation should be limited to his own body.
The frank talk about money is also really interesting; Goucher very credibly conveys the stress of trying to negotiate contracts while also trying to keep your head in the game for training and racing, and my main takeaway was that professional running is a grief-inducing way to try and make a living. Nike refusing to pay her during her pregnancy while actively building marketing campaigns around that pregnancy may have been contractually allowed, but it’s ethically extremely gross. She also breaks down her racing performances, and it’s interesting to see where she thinks she blew it. Most pro athletes have careers full of also-ran moments and regret, and she’s pretty honest about hers.
There’s all sorts of little stuff to criticize in the book if you have it in for the Gouchers, and this is the LetsRun message boards, so you know who you are, but the core of the story is absolutely brutal.