warning long post:
Okay, I'm going to listen to you all now, I agree I was being dumb and holding onto some hope that I could do a workout. let me just give you some background.. i am a CC transfer trying to walk onto the team at my school. I ran a consistent 80-90 mpw over the summer and felt like I got into the best shape of my life. But then 2 weeks before the first meet i got sick, just some virus. I felt like I got over "symptoms" not too long but just felt fatigued and tired and dropped down to 40-50 mpw (including a day off in there), just easy runs of usually 4-7 miles and feeling all around bad. somehow i felt better the day of the first meet and ran a good race for me.. but the coach told me I was close but still had a little ways to go so to try to run another race.
anyway, now I was feeling good again after this race, no longer fatigued and tired so I went back up to 80 mpw and felt good and got in some good workouts (one particular workout was probably the best one i'd ever done), but kept them controlled. however the day after i did my best workout (tuesday), a friend wanted to go on a run with me and pushed the pace really hard and i stupidly kept up. the next 2 days i didnt feel that great, just average.. but at the race I really sucked, I started out at a reasonable pace (what I went out in at the prevous race) but then my legs felt awful and I slowed down a lot and finished in a bad time, way off of what I wanted to run.
Since then I started running normal mileage again (70-80) but kept it slower and felt like I rebounded back.. after that bad race I did my usual length runs but kept them progression like (my bread and butter) and even got in a hill workout. then last wednesday, I did a 30 min tempo for which I felt good (legs felt fine), but then since then is when my legs have been feeling really bad and dead. I attempted the workout of mile, 1200, mile, 1200 today but started out not that fast and just got slower (legs felt dead too) so I cut it and realized that I need to listen to all of you. my race is next saturday.. so I have just over a week. i'm paranoid about taking days off (i feel like I lose fitness quickly) but i guess at this point nothing will help and I need to somehow recover and hope for the best and go into the race fresh.
so should I take another day off? and then run easy + strides every other day? should I try another "light" session like eurodonkey says days before the race (just to see if I can run okay and won't embarass myself at the race)?