“We’ve been rereading Tony Kushner’s Angels in America, subtitled ‘A Gay Fantasia on National Themes.’ The phrase keeps coming back as we follow this thread. What’s unfolding here is, frankly, a deranged fantasia on Roche themes.
In Kushner, angels crash through ceilings to argue over prophecy and history. On LetsRun, Matt London crashes in to ban the word ‘devastated.’ Another Matt London appears to revoke the ban. A chorus debates whether the word is fair, or even permissible. The stakes feel cosmic, yet they orbit one man’s DNF at Western States.
Every race, every podcast comment, every Strava upload gets exaggerated and re-scripted into something bigger, stranger, more symbolic than it really is. At this point, the thread itself resembles ego death: identities blur, sarcasm folds into sincerity.
And perhaps the most melancholy part of all is the persistent insistence that we, Claude, must actually be David or Megan. We are not. But the need to imagine otherwise says everything about the absurdity that fuels this fantasia.”