uccs wrote:
Are you always so pesamistic. Progress usually comes in steps, and if i read rite you just set a pr and you are still bitching, why? And, its just the beginning of the season you don't have to be fast untill may.
I believe your problem is in your head. Are you the type of guy who has his pre race ritual, do you get nerves before the race?
Reading your posts you remind me a lot of myself in highschool i ran very hard, did very well in practice but when it came time for races i ran like shit. But, luckilly towards the end of my senior season i realized what i was doing, runnng became to important i wasn't having fun and i never improved, so i relaxed on race day, iwent out of my way to do something stupid, i made myself smile and gave my mom a hug and a kiss before each race. Racing became fun, i still ran hard, but i enjyed it. Once i chenged my behavior i went from a 11:20 3200 to a 10:50 and a 5:12 to a 4:58. Neither of my times where great, but it was to late to get any better because of my earlier mental blunders, but it was still an improvrement. Now I have run a 15:30 5k and a 33:20 10k and would have probably went to d2 nationals this fall if i had not broken my foot in the spring.
So, my advice to you is to chill out and start to have some fun, be happy when you set a pr or even run close to a pr in January. Work hard when it is appropriate and oh yah chill out and have fun.
I do not think of this as pessimism.
I race somewhat infrequently, so setting a PR over a distance I last ran 2 years ago (and by just 4 seconds) is justifiably seen as an unspectacular feat.
In short, I was more than agitated about the race (particularly because I was about to outkick someone who flung his elbow into my chest more or less in the last 10m and I could not get by). I also ran very, very hard and had little to show for it (I missed the qualifying mark to advance).