about to leave this earth
-being permanently physically debilitated due to having arthritis in all of my joints, living with chronic pain, being unable to partake in aggressive physical activity and cut off from all jobs that require the use of my body.
-living in an economic depression in which there are no entry-level jobs for anything that would be physically suitable, and having been unemployed for so long that I am now permanently unemployable in this economy.
-being 30 years old and financially dependent on parents whom I don't really like or respect and forced to cohabitate with my evil meth addict brother whom I despise.
-because of the forgoing issues, being permanently unable to date.
I never in my wildest dreams could have imagined that my life could turn out to be such a living nightmare, and I can't wait for it to be over.