I was hanging out with this girl at the same college as me for about 3 months, and in that time we got insanely close even though we had never known each other prior. I attribute this to us living right next to each other so we were always in each other's rooms. It was always very flirty, and our entire class thought we were a thing or at least getting with each other casually. We both always told people no when they asked, and that we were only friends. I think we both knew this was BS because we would hang out 24/7 during that time.
She has never had a boyfriend before and made it clear that she was not emotionally available. I have only had one girlfriend before, but the amount I care about this girl is way more than I have ever felt even at the peak of the relationship with the other girl.
I am not joking when I say I would literally be around her every day. There were multiple times when we slept together (not sex, just sleep), study, eat, pull all-nighters, watch movies, etc. Although we were different in a few really big ways, there were a ton of random little things that we had in common and just made me appreciate her that much more. On one occasion when we were sleeping together, we ended up hooking up and then sleeping through our morning class together and it is probably my best college memory.
On our last day before she moved to a different residence hall, I told her that I liked her right as she was leaving for vacation (P*ssy move, I know, but it is a long story) and she was at a loss for words. She texted me later saying she kind of knew it but that she wasn't in a place where she could have anything and that if she was in a better state of mind things would be different.
2 months have passed since then, and we have only hung out once. I hardly see her at all, and I am pretty sure she is going through a lot in her personal life, but I don't know if we are close enough for me to ask what's up anymore because we haven't hung out in so long. I have been currently talking to a few girls (one, in particular, is insanely pretty) but I don't want to ask her out at all because I am still caught up on this same girl. I really want to get everything off my chest and tell her how much I enjoyed her company, and that I am happier when I'm with her than without her. I am not expecting anything out of her, but I feel like I owe it to myself to tell her honestly how I feel, so I could either start something or have closure.
I just don't know how to go about initiating this because we haven't talked for so long and I don't know how to start from scratch if I never see her and we are both so busy. I have also been getting a bit more down since I am currently injured and don't have running to help me through this. Should I just try to move on or should I give it one last shot? If I do, how should I go about it?