I have a google drive full of private journals where I pour out my literal, word-for-word thoughts. The kind of stuff your dark side “thinks” in your private inner world, but you don’t actually “do” in real life. I started adding to them at work to alleviate boredom. The QA team monitored me and found my writings, which included some stuff they thought was serious even though it wasn’t, and reported it to the supervisors. They saw a lot of very personal stuff, including a very well-developed, TRP-inspired post-Mortem on a relationship that went bad last year. All I have to say is that’s it’s extremely humiliating. How do go on there knowing that all the attractive female members of the leadership team have read where I wrote of my “oneitis” and transformation form being a guy she perceived as “alpha” to her “beta orbiter” and “pus$y little friendzoned b!tch” for three weeks before I found out she was fvcking someone else and “went no contact” in an attempt to “re-game” her, but “violated the NC rule in a moment of butthurt.”